Everything is clear now..
March, 20th 2012...you said that...
"I want to have a serious relationship with you..."
that was the statement you choose...not a kind of young people usually choose like "I want you to be my girl bla bla bla.." but that statement..yes, that statement...and you know what? i love that so much.. :oops:
I might just too happy or what, that i still couldn't be sure to what happened. that night, before i went to sleep, i sent you a message :
"mas, I trust you... please take a good care of me, my heart, and my trust ya.. :-)"
and you replied :
"iya dee... I hope you do so... nice dream my dear..."
so yes, now i do sure for what happened :-)
Dear God, I'm still not sure about his heart, I don't know whether his heart is really mine or not.. I don't even know whether he successfully forgot about his ex girlfriend or still could not yet... no, I'm not doubting him... I'm sure that he tries his best to love me, to take care of me, and to always make me happy... he decided to go with me, and i decided too... so, we're gonna try our best :-) I do hope and want him to be mine for the whole he is... I love him for what he is and I want him to love me for what I am too...
My God, if You really created him as a complement of me and my life, please make everything easy for us... strengthen our love to face everything in front...but if he is not, please separate us finely and don't ever make anyone of us hurt...amienn..